A Dark Thought

I Love You
Three words I always wanted to say
Yet I still wonder what's keeping me at bay

Nothing is wrong and there is no strife
I want to say what's in my heart
and relieve myself from my burden in the dark

In dawn's light I see you, I'm eager to approach
But a pulse in my mind prevents me to venture close
I see her walk away, and keep the words in my thought

I lost a chance, man I'm pathetic
But here are still many hours left in my life
Although I fear then it might be too late for you to be mine

I need to act fast, I want to say it
Or it'll take me years to find someone like you
But once again, damn my nerve!, I can't get too close

This is killing me, keeping this to myself as days pass
It's making me sick, I'm starting to hate love
I just wish for a minute for me to confess

Then I thought you're wonderful, beautiful and sweet
I wonder if I even have a chance to make you my "meant to be"
do you even feel the same way for someone like me?